// pros+cons//

okay, cons of staying with david:

• i’m thinking about other people, so it’s probably not going beautifully really…
• i cry too much,
• we argue, and i’m always so angry at him,
• i feel like he just makes everything kinda worse :(
• we don’t really have any common ground,
• we see everything totally differently,
• he’s not very obvious about how he feels and thinks of emotion a lot differently to me,
• completely separate priorities, 
• different directions in life /:
• i just don’t feel right,
• he doesn’t notice the little things, and they’re all that matter to me. 

pro’s for staying with him:

• he says he loves me, which is something i can’t guarantee happening for quite a while,
• he’s genuinely one of the sweetest people i know..
• he does care a lot about people (which sometimes makes him a little bit of a pushover),
• we’ve been together for a while and have plans together,
• he does so much for me, and i’m so ungrateful,
• i think he’s quite simply gorgeous :( and i love when he touches me.

// track by track - mayday parade [://

1. Oh Well, Oh Well:
    this was the first song i heard off the album (as it had been released quite a while before) and it took a while to get into it, i’m not even going to lie. at first it didn’t seem like anything special, it didn’t have that infectious bubble gum sound that ‘anywhere but here’ did, but it was still a mighty pretty song. but i think it was the lyrics that eventually make you fall in love with it. oh well, oh well is not your typical first single off the album. it’s bittersweet, and beautiful, but not something you yearn to listen to.
2. No Heroes Allowed:
   this really got me going, it’s slightly faster paced, the chorus is a little droney but it’s enjoyable. it’s cute and boppy. can’t get enough. 
3. When You See My Friends:
    probably just about one of my favourite songs off the album. it made me fall in love with mayday all over again, it just gets to you :3 in the most emotive way. three days on repeat, dancing and singing along by myself. that is how much this song makes my day (‘:
4. You’re Dead Wrong:
   can’t get enough. it’s beautiful. it’s the very essence of mayday parade. there is no fault with this song <3 
5. Priceless:
    the further into the album you go, the better the songs go. this song just brings a smile to my face :3 i know it really shouldn’t be, but this is the one song that doesn’t feel so bittersweet and leave me with an aftertaste. admittedly, it’s not as strong as some of the others, but it’s a good listen.
6.  Stay:
   this was one of the songs i’ve obsessed over off this album, to be perfectly honest. it is my favourite. simple as. the bridge is perfection, this song is the reason i listen to mayday parade. 
7. Call Me Hopeless, But Not Romantic:
   another incredible song, kinda like priceless in the boppiness, but just.. better. 
8. A Shot Across the Bow:
   this song.. wow. wow. wow. musically, it’s incredible. listening to it will always put you in this beautiful mood where it feels like nothing can really bring you down. and the lyrics are the story of my life, from both his and her point of view.. if we’re honest here. but i love it. everything about it. getting worked up just thinking about it now :D it’s the kind of song that makes you smile guiltily, then next second, you’re smirking at the genuinely horrid things he’s saying. then you’re crying, then laughing yet again! ahhhh <3
9. Everything’s An Illusion:
   hard to describe what this song does, it’s not a particularly strong or moving song in comparison to some of their older ballads. but it’s still beautiful. and genuinely passionate. it puts you in the moment (:
10. I’d Rather Make Mistakes Than Nothing At All:
    i like this song. that’s about it. it makes me smile. it’s so simple and easy to relate to. mayday really should be proud of this track.  
11. Without the Bitter the Sweet Isn’t as Sweet:
    i must admit, it is just so beautiful and haunting, you feel like you’re falling apart with him while he sings it.. <3 most quotable song on the album.
12. Happy Endings are Stories That Haven’t Ended Yet:
     nothing special, to be perfectly honest. still a great song, still an enjoyable listen, and i still adore it. but.. it could be better. they could have ended on a better song.

even if it’s dark, at least we’ll be together.

// MAYDAY <3//

so erm, mayday parade’s new album is out. like.. now pretty muuuuuuuchhhhhhhhhhh :D :D <3

Anonymous asked: What is your favorite place in the world?

now, i’m thinking it’s anywhere with david.. (‘:

amour-fleur-deactivated20111215 asked: Just seen your post and same here I have had about 3 tumblr accounts of all different types of blogs like the 'summery blogs' to 'random shit blog' now it's just mostly nature and things that keep me calm

oh wow, noice(: seems like a pretty decent plann.
i kinda move between casual ranting about all the stupid things going on in my life, to posting up pointless pictures and lyrics everyday(: